I’ve been visiting friends this week. Whoever said that putting yourself in touch with friends and family after a breakup was the right thing to do is a masterful liar!! This hasn’t helped me at all. I miss her even more now that I’ve had 5 days discussing what’s really important in life with my friends. I realize that she IS the one that makes me happy. I haven’t moved any closer to getting over our relationship whatsoever.
Of course she and I still talk almost everyday. We still call each other babe/baby. The only difference is that I can tell by our conversation that she is really wanting to move on from me. She’s cold towards me a little now; which is somewhat confusing based on our phone interaction overall with each other. I don’t push to stop the terms of endearment because I know that when I do...we probably will stop talking all together. And I’m not ready for that right now.